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Nightmare State​/​Television Choir

by Pleasure Nature

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Carl Salbacka
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Carl Salbacka The boys pummel me into nothingness with this unfaltering wave of retro-doom. Thanks for reminding me that I'm GOOD FOR NOTHING.
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1.
In My Dreams 03:27
And I need a place for my thoughts When I can't admit, I'm wrong Maybe we can lie together and I'll pretend that I belong In my dreams, you're missing The I.D band's still on, your wrist your wrist your wrist And I'm learning how to self hate While I'm starving, all the time I'll never be the perfect image The one I have inside my mind In my dreams you're missing The I.D band's still on, your wrist your wrist your wrist @%$#!%^&* @%$#!%^&* In my dreams you're missing The I.D band's still on, your wrist your wrist your wrist
2.
Draining our blood, alone Oh but aren't tears such good material Suffering that you borrow I know you're ashamed Of your easy life Cast us on the wall To leave it behind Shadow, Cheapening life every time Whisper it's all just a lie While your finger's pushed in my eye Shadow, Taking your turn with my face Crying at things that I say Why would you take my place? You were so self absorbed Holding her heart like some chore Beating under the floorboards Write it up And she's strangles by your pen In another world, in another life She doesn't live in someone else's Shadow, Cheapening life every time Whisper it's all just a lie While your finger's pushed in my eye Shadow, Taking your turn with my face Crying at things that I say How could you take my place? Shadow, Thinking it over with you, Questioning all that I do Cover me from the truth Shadow, Taking your turn with my face Crying at things that I say Why did you take my place?
3.
Holy Ghost 03:55
Escaping from what you’ve done And what you did to yourself If all ends well Well I won’t be sure With your hand on my hand And the gun in your mouth And the whispers that you hear And the blasphemy that you shout Collecting religions So that you can feel god Is as nice and loving as your facade There’s always glass in the living room With your hand on my hand And the gun in your mouth And the whispers that you hear And the blasphemy that you shout
4.
Everything I do is alright, But it don’t feel like me, most of the time. Spend my days, waiting for you, To come back home, To see my bones. She lays my food around me, But all of the best treats rot my teeth. And as they all fall out, She picks them up, Puts them in my cup. Young bones, Ill will, I swear she’s poisoning my pills. Old phone, Same lines, Don’t mean to bother you, I’ll call another time. You came by while I slept, But by the time I woke up, You’d already left. You must have been tied up. So I’ll just wait, For the holidays. And I’ll hold on, If I live that long. Young bones, Ill will, I swear she’s poisoning my pills. Old phone, Same lines, Don’t mean to bother you, I’ll call another time. Young bones, How’ve you been? No don’t worry, Don’t send me anything. And, If I ask you, Will you send me letters by the by? It’s not a problem, I’ll call you back at a better time. And, if I ask you, Will you send me postcards through the mail? I still remember, When you used to write to your old man.
5.
Inhale fumes to worship you In a sacred place this living room Oh my god how could this be? Another pure celebrity Your head is hit cracked with a bloody bat The spirit leaves and never comes back Tangerine on your lips You always make it bleed Tangerine on your lips You always make it sweet The candle's lit and now I see All the dead rotting underneath how could I be so naive? To idolize a fantasy Your head is hit cracked with a bloody bat The spirit leaves and never comes back Don't need her warmth Cause I'm sleeping with my phone on Smoke and memories Beside the moment Don't eavesdrop with... Tangerine on your lips You always make it bleed Tangerine on your lips You always make it sweet
6.
Perfume 03:51
Do I remind you of someone else You've been trying to forget but you still hold inside yourself? Your mind's not here When we kiss And you can't hide that it's someone else Iris Jasmine Some No. 5 To cover up your old life May rose Sauvage But too much burns your eyes Like you've been crying for the first time Well everyone seems so new In Los Angeles You were moving from your folks Hoping that Jesus doesn't live in Los Angeles Holy spirits, cigarettes For you to hold inside yourself You were trying to forget But they remind you of someone else Iris Jasmine Some No. 5 To cover up his old lies May rose Sauvage But too much burns your eyes Like you've been crying for the first time Iris Jasmine The nice things make it right But only for a short time
7.
I just got rid of my body I think I left it down town Mangled up between the meadows Will you still keep me around Do the things that you want me to Sober with you Do the things that you want me to Sober with you I found a tunnel to nowhere I think I’ll stay here all day Part of my brain couldn’t be here Now I can’t feel what I say Do the things that you want me to Sober with you Do the things that you want me to Sober with you When I’m alone It wants me breaking Every promise Every window pane When I’m alone the spirit knows You always call when you want to I never hear when you say Do the things that you want me to Sober with you Do the things that you want me to Sober with you
8.
Broken 03:10
I need a break from suicide. A vessel I can hide behind, that isn’t haunted. His breath smelled like formaldehyde. Corrosion, (on the inside) Marching its way through his veins. Hide away the precious the little things, we’ve broken them again. The precious little time, That we both have left. The rats were eating him, When I just gave in, The feeble little mind, That I’ve been left with. Trying to tell him, But never in time. It’s broken. You couldn’t help him. The cracks on your face. It’s broken again. Flag’s always at half mast. Now the whole team’s drunk at last. I bought some disposable plates. Skin burns when I wash my face. Hide away the precious the little things, we’ve broken them again. The precious little time, That we both have left. The rats were eating him, When I just gave in, The feeble little mind, That I’ve been left with.
9.
Westphalia 03:34
Mutilation my dear, Is nothing to fear, Cause life’s just a game for us. Leave me falling asleep in the passenger seat, Outside the gates of, Westphalia. I always feel so confused, Cause you never seem to owe anyone, anything, Even when you lose. In Westphalia, You always look so annoyed, Cause we never seem to meet anyone, anywhere, Who can’t make you bored. You wasted your dreams on a photograph, But every songbird died falling through the glass. Crashing so hard their wings had to break, Now your tolerance is so high for everything you take. In Westphalia, You always act like you win. Cause you never need to meet anyone, in their mind, Or behind their skin. In Westphalia, You never have been accused, But we never seem to meet anyone, anywhere, Who you haven’t used.
10.
Hey what are you doing here I’ve closed my eyes To cover up the life I’ll take tonight But I don’t really care That this machine Will wipe you off the earth And leave me here In the flesh We’ll caress When the metal On the passenger seat Goes through your chest Hey I’ve done this all before But this time There’s so much broken glass On the dashboard But I don’t really care That this machine Will wipe you off the earth And leave me here In the flesh We’ll caress When the metal On the passenger seat Goes through your chest
11.
Kerosene 05:32
Kerosene Burn for me Saturated in the dark In your arms is where I’ll be The life fades from your eyes If we do things right We’ll still die tonight All alone Good for nothing Good for nothing Good for nothing Good Holdings hands as lovers do Eaters of flesh and waste Left upon a pedestal Your selfless incarcerate If we do things right We’ll still die tonight All alone Good for nothing Good for nothing Good for nothing Good If we do things right We’ll still die tonight All alone

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released April 24, 2024

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